I Love My Parents. I Don't Want to Age the Way They Did
What losing my father, and hearing "your labs are normal," taught me about taking control of how I age. · 5-minute read
I love my parents. I'm grateful for everything they gave me.
But somewhere in my 40s, I admitted something I'd been avoiding: I don't want to experience aging the way they have.
In February 2020, my father died of colon cancer. He was 75. My mother has lived for years with severe rheumatoid arthritis. And my sister was diagnosed with breast cancer.
When you watch the people you love navigate serious illness, a question shows up that's hard to shake:
What do I want my health to look like in 10, 20, or 30 years?
Not just how long I'll live. How I'll live.
Why aging got personal, fast
I had my boys at 39 and 41. That math changes things.
I started counting. How old will I be at their college graduations? Their weddings? When they have children of their own?
I want to travel with them. Show up for the milestones. Be the grandmother who gets down on the floor to play, and gets back up without thinking twice.
Underneath that is a harder truth. I don't want my sons spending their adult lives worrying about my health, or feeling responsible for my care.
Nobody can guarantee their health. But I wanted to know what I could do now to give myself the best possible odds.
I thought I was already doing everything right
I'd spent more than 25 years in life sciences, healthcare, and diagnostics. I exercised. I ate well. I went to my appointments and followed the advice.
Then, in my mid-40s, things started shifting:
Waking at 2 or 3 a.m., wide awake
Anxiety I'd never had before
Bloating and changes in my digestion
Energy that just wasn't there anymore
Weight settling around my middle, even though my habits hadn't changed
My standard labs came back normal. I was told this was part of getting older.
For a while, I accepted that. Isn't this what happens to everyone?
But after losing my dad, I started questioning it. Just because something becomes more common with age doesn't mean it should be automatically dismissed. Common and inevitable aren't the same thing.
Lifespan vs. healthspan: the number that actually matters
Most longevity conversations focus on lifespan: how many years we get.
The number I care more about is healthspan, the years we live with the physical and mental capacity to do what matters to us.
Living to 90 isn't the goal if the last 20 years are spent unable to travel, think clearly, or get up off the floor.
Here's what I'm protecting:
My strength
A sharp mind
The freedom to travel and try new things
The ability to keep up with my kids
That's why, at 51, I signed up for adult gymnastics. Not to relive my younger years, but to keep building strength, balance, coordination, and confidence in what my body can still do.
Why your 40s and 50s are the window
Midlife is when many of us first notice the changes. Sleep gets less predictable. Body composition shifts. Recovery takes longer. Blood pressure, cholesterol, or blood sugar start creeping. And perimenopause and menopause touch almost every system in the body.
It's easy to read all of that as the start of decline. I see it as a window to:
Understand your personal risk factors, including your family history
Protect muscle and bone while you can still build them more easily
Watch your heart and metabolic health before numbers turn into diagnoses
Make sleep and recovery non-negotiable, not an afterthought
Proactive health doesn't mean preventing every possible illness. That's not realistic, and it's not within our control. It means knowing what you can influence, and acting before problems get harder to manage.
Stop waiting for a diagnosis to care about your health
After 25 years inside healthcare, I'll say this plainly: our medical system is very good at diagnosing and treating disease. That is enormously valuable.
But it's less built for the years before disease shows up. That part is often up to us.
You don't have to wait for a diabetes diagnosis to pay attention to your blood sugar.
You don't have to wait for significant muscle loss to start strength training.
You don't have to wait until your sleep is unbearable to raise it with your provider.
You don't have to wait until you're depleted to make recovery a priority.
This isn't about ordering every test or chasing every wellness trend. It's about a thoughtful, personalized approach built on your history, symptoms, risk factors, and goals.
Because you can't change what you don't measure.
A 2-minute check-in for you
If you've watched a parent or someone you love struggle with their health, you've probably asked yourself some version of: Will that happen to me?
Instead of sitting with the worry, grab a pen and answer these three questions:
What symptom have I been calling "normal"?
What does my family history tell me to pay attention to?
What's one thing I can do this month that my 75-year-old self will thank me for?
Your answers are where a real plan starts.
The woman I'm building toward
I think about who I want to be at 70 or 80. Curious. Still learning. Still traveling. Still moving. Fully part of my family's life.
I can't control everything about that future. But I can influence the choices I make today.
That's what drives me. Not fear of getting older, but excitement about everything I still want to do.
Healthy aging isn't about adding years to your life. It's about protecting your ability to enjoy them.
Ready to stop guessing about your future health?
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This post is for education only and isn't medical advice. Talk with your healthcare provider about any new or worsening symptoms.
